4/20/2004

Sitting together
on
the edge of
the bed
I feel
more compelled than
unwilling
to tell her
that
much as
I love her
and
good as she is
for my heart
I think
I do not love her
as much as
she wants
and deserves
the faint smile
configuring her face
all she says
when
to my surprise
she
does not get up
and walk out
which
sets me back
for
while I would like
to know
what is
going to happen
I think I
have said enough
for the moment.