Sunday, April 22, 2012

8/24/2004


It was
only yesterday
that
a monologue of despair
detailing the difficulty
in meeting my needs
passed my lips
no help from
the meek
mild
or avenging
forthcoming
a lamentation was
the best I could do
but
that night
on hearing a story
about an old woman
who likes to
get out and about
but no longer can
without help
and her son
who
lovingly protects her
from all harm
as best he can
feeling guilty
when she gets hurt
as happens
despite his best efforts
though
in the story
when chaperoned
in her wheelchair
on an outing
by a close
and trusted friend
of her son’s
she
foolishly jumps about
with such force
she
falls over backward
bumping her head
which bleeds
as bumped heads
can do
though she is
not otherwise hurt
and unconcerned
but because
she understands
if her son finds out
as he will
he will suffer
unnecessarily
nothing she says
changing that
she asks
her son’s friend
to whom he listens
if
he feels guilty
for what was
clearly
her own doing
to which
he says no
only concern
and
a little blood
from
a scalp wound
doesn’t seem like much
to him
a story
I did not
fully understand
though the moral
seemed clear
that
being alive
and getting around
as best we can
no matter how careful
we may be
will always involve
some foolishness
leading to trouble
but rarely
so bad
we need berate ourselves
for an outcome
human nature guarantees
just enough truth
to ease my mind
for a while
when I awake.


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